i wonder how much have i changed over these yrs.
the tings i've came acrossed, the pplz i've met.
somehow, all these affected me. n the 'me' now, seems very scary.
y? i dunno how to put it. but it seems tt the more i'm expose to this world, the more scary i become.
misunderstanding, backstabbing, gossiping, power-struggle.
i am afraid of myself.
back to home, miscommunication again.
is there somethin wrong wif me?
did i do anythin wrong?
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ok. i'm over tt.
ytd, got tis sudden impluse to quit my job. *haha* i feel tt i'm gonna b replaced soon. so might s well leave 1st b4 i'm asked to leave?! *haha* anyway, wasnt in any mood to work. prolly the after-effect of mc for nearly a week. *Haha*
i'm super piss off today. well, work is already piling n go home oso muz c those inconsiderate pplz. *bahz*
imagine u wanna get down the bus, a guy listenin to mp3 player blockin the exit.
u "excuse me" but no response.
u tap his shoulder, no response either.
u keep pressin the bell, hopin the driver wun close the door.
guess wad happened?
the guy still blockin the exit. the bus driver close the door n drove off.
WAD THE FUCK?!
it's really freakin irritating n i feel so.... *roarz*
luckily, it's not far away from the usual bus stop tt i alight. otherwise, i'll really scream @ the guy.
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how i wish i tio 4D or TOTO. @ least, i'm able to buy some stuffs which i really need now. *hmm* anyway, i'm juz hopin tt my bd pressie i bought for myself will b very nice. *hmm*
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