*haha* crazy me.
sometimes, i wonder wad will happen if i'm not married.
ok. i muz admit tt this question has been poppin in n out.
but @ least, let me imagine.
fine. i will face reality.
sadly, i only realised how much weight i've put on this mornin. sad. very sad. now, i'm really goin to control the amt n the type of food i'm eatin.
(hopefully i will...)
sadly, i realised tt my pay is miserable. though it's not like 1k only, but it looks miserable now.
(maybe it's miserable when i need money the most.)
sadly, i realised i dun chat s much s i do. even if it means tt i'm gettin a bad breathe, somehow, i dun feel like tokin.
(now, i rather keep things to myself.)
so much thots runnin thru my head....
i'm not happy.
i dun noe y.
maybe i'm fallin into depression again.
maybe i'm juz lettin my imagination run amok.
maybe i'm so not confident of myself anymore
maybe i'm feelin lonely.
maybe....all the maybe.....
for once, i wish everyone will stop noticing me, stop tokin to me.
but a slap from reality made me wake up from this escapism.
i'm someone's daugther,
someone's wife,
someone's daughter-in-law,
someone's mother.
i'm tired.
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