i dunno y. i juz feel i have to blog again. i decided not go out. my legs r not listenin to me. i'll b lonely tonight. i cant tink of anytin now. found the song lyrics for GE QIAN. pls click on the song title to view it.
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i called him.
he asked me who am i.
cant blame him.
i used my other hp to call him.
but guess he didnt bother to save up my number tt time when i told him i had another number.
he seems happy.
i really hope he does.
"I tot u've forgotten about me."
if i did, i wun feel hurt.
suddenly a female voice @ his background.
it's her.
i'm being a calafare.
"Where will u b celebrating?"
"Music Underground."
i knew tt.
i knew it tis afternoon when i logged in into frenster.
i wan to go, but i'm afraid to c her.
same way u feel, dun wan to c him.
"U've changed."
"Did I?"
i dunno wad to reply him.
maybe i did.
all these while, i've been tryin very hard not to tink of him.
coz it hurts, till i cry.
"I've changed too."
tt i believe.
he's not tt spontaneous when i ask him out.
maybe he's juz feelin da way i do, tryin to avoid each other.
"So, gettin ROM right?"
yeah, i am.
but i wished u didnt ask.
my heart skipped a beat.
i'm tryin very hard not to cry.
tt's y i keep gigglin thruout our conversation.
"So, wad u wan for a wedding gift?"
tt totally shut me off.
i dunno how to respond.
"Wad u wanna gimme? *haha* No need la."
am i juz being silly or wad?
"If tonight i can't make it, when will u b free? need to pass u ur present."
"next week?"
"But u need to accompany ur wife leh. *haha* where got time?"
i'm juz askin the obvious.
stupid me.
"Okie lor. Next week then c how lor."
we r juz avoidin each other.
tt's wad i tink.
"eh, dun pretend ah. where's my present for last yr? *haha*"
"oh ya. ur present. *haha* will give to u wan la."
suddenly recalled wad u told me last yr: "I wun give it to u yet. coz i will still have an excuse to meet u."
it's goin to a yr le, still tt excuse haven been made.
i really hope tt we will have a gd conversation. n not juz pretendin to each other tt we r happy.
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