Saturday, February 19, 2005

*hmm* keep havin nightmares for the past week. all sorts~ can neva imgine! *haiz* maybe i tink too much? or izzit my subconscience? (>_<) + i lost all appetite to eat...when i wake up, i cant finish my food. @ night will eat s usual. i dunno wad's happenin again. n i really dun feel like eatin. coz will always eat da same ting over n over again. (-_-") phobia~

tis mornin i realised, tt thru/o tis CNY (frm start till now la) i haven touched any goodies yet. ate some bah-kuas. n it's really like 2-3 pieces of medium-sized ones. *hmm* not even pineapple tarts. i haven touch any! omg~! *haiz* i tink there's somethin wrong wif me! (~_~)

tink i'm gonna change back to my old blogskin. tis one...seems alittle weird. *haha* but maybe onli la~ *haha*

realised i need sometin to calm me down n make me work hard. *haha* wad? i dunno.

n oso, i need to curb my shoppin urge~! *haiz* so many tings i wan~! *haha* especially frm victoria's secret (-_-") but i'm gettin married n i cant spend so much le. maybe after la~ when everythin's settled. *hehe* anyway the urge is due to not goin window-shoppin for ages.

wish i can get a stable job soon. *haiz* need alot of $$$ (o.0") + so many tings i need to pay for~ *hmm* maybe tings will get better when the more important tings r settled. (^_^)

later goin for facial again. *hmm* haven done it like 3mths le. *hmM* n tis time goin to another lady recomended by dear's bro's fren, his ma. (-_-") alittle more expensive than the one i go to. *hmm* pray hard tt i wun have alot red spots on my face by mon. i need to go for interview! (>_<") but no choice. *haiz* ROM is only 10days away~! *geez* i'm gettin nervous. wad if i chicken out the last min?! *haha* + i cant imagine pplz callin me Mrs Teo. (~_~) *haha* eh...self-scarin only. *Haha* =X

okie. i better stop here n go eat sometin. frm 11 when i wake up till now i haven had anytin yet. i wan my boobs to b big. but i'm still not eatin regularly. (-_-) i wan to lose weight. but i'm lazy. *haha* everyting's gettin topsy-turvy. *haha*




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