-PONDERS-
my stomach i cant lie, coz i hurt it once n it somehow neva return to norm...spoilt food n i'm a goner~ how bout headache? well, ever since pri 6 i started havin it n didnt go sch...but one ting funny: "da day i'm sick is always the day i have chi spellin."
in sec sch, i hardly skip sch...unless tokin bout sec2 n my 1st yr of sec3. sec2 i was oso practically unable to go sch: slight fever, flu & headache.
in poly, the most skip lessons, need not go to the extend of gettin any mc. but one ting is for sure: i cant have my PE lessons. i have injured my right knee, not once but 3 times...coz i twisted my knee twice. (-_-") sounds bad eh? 3rd time nearly caused me to fall down the stairs of the bridge.
now workin, everytin is oso kinda similar. work till i fall sick = a row of mc. but after a string of mc, i'll b sick of the job. sick of the job = hunt for new job.
-WONDERS-
maybe my inner self is tryin to escape? wad am i doin? am i makin myself look pitiful in order for those ard me to give me more attention? or am i juz manupilatin human errs to benefit myself?
-THINKING-
maybe wad i need is someone for me to rely on? or am i suppose to b more independen? i need to find the real me soon...maybe i'm juz supressin myself...
laugh @ me pplz~
laugh @ the foolish me~
laugh @ the ignorant me~
laugh @ the childish me~
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