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dear's cousin brought us to sembawang to watch fireworks. i totally got no idea wad it was for until i caught "US ang mohs" when dear n cousin was talkin away. 4th July, US independence day. n it was near dunno wad port la..so the US citizens celebratin one day earlier. n hence, the nice fireworks.
best part is, Vaughn fell aslp while watchin the fireworks. -_-"
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prawnin day. i nearly caught a very big one. no one believed me....n then....Sen caught it like 2hrs after i missed tt huge one.
it's been ages since we caught such a big one...even the pincers got meat one leh~!!
tis is the last HUGE one we caught....n after chkin the details of the pic, it was taken in DEC 2007.
very very long ago~~
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dear brought me n Vaughn to J8. Verryn was out wif her 姑姑(Ling) n 小姑(Audrey). dear wanted to have ramen but i got uclers so i didnt wanna eat anythin soup n hot. he was kinda pissed n i totally got no idea until he say "tt day u say u wanna eat ramen de leh~!"
-_-"
yeah~ i did mention tt i feel like eatin ramen a few days back. =X
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IKEA~! yeah yeah~ dear wanted to buy a rack for the new tv (he was complainin tt it looks kinda messy) n our dear Ms Verryn Teo went out wif 姨婆 n 小姑 again. so it's me, dear n Vaughn again.
meat balls~!!! was cravin for it for a VERY LONG TIME. was tellin dear tt when we have our own place, we r so gonna stock up the meat balls n sauce. *whahahhaa*
Vaughn's been very very very playful. he dun wanna sit in his walker. he rather sit on the floor, crawlin ard or snatchin toys wif Verryn.
-_-"
n he loves to stand...of coz someone muz hold his body la.
juz now, he was holdin on to my hands while he was standin. guess wad? he actually let go of my hands n stood by himself
BUT for only 3 secs.
sometimes, when he's on his tummy crawlin, he'll suddenly b on his knees n hands
AND his butt will b so high up till he's like an inverted-U.
other times when he's near the wall (sometimes even us), he will put his hands on the wall, n start to stand on his own. there's once he managed to stand w/o toppling over.
Verryn is kinda...catchin up? now she can "A for apple" but it seems tt she will get it correct when 'she feels like it'.
-_-"
dear brought her some books for her to learn to write, those dotted alphabets. she likes them n will trace over them n then sometimes she will try to write the alphabet but then...she'll soon throw temper, screaming away "我不会写啦！"
cant stand her.
beginnin to feel old.
whenever i look at my face, i can see freckles n old pimple scars, fine lines n dark eye rings.
when i look at my body, i see stretch marks, old mosqitoes bite marks n flabby dry skin.
i feel like i'm withering + i haven been feelin well these days. there's sometime wrong wif my body but i cant pin-point exactly where.
anyway, after watchin 败犬女王 especially near the ending, there's alot tings goin thru my mind.
i asked dear if we married too early.
"y? u regret har?"
it's not tt i regret. it's juz tt i'm wondering if we actually pulled one another back wif all these commitments.
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