me, Geok and AY went to Chijmes instead of Timbre coz we met up rather late.
anyway, 3 of us now facin 3 phases
Geok -> got bf
AY -> single
me -> married wif kids
well, our life is completely different.
pros & cons
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sunday morning i didnt go wif dear n in laws to CCK for tomb sweeping coz hafta look after Vaughn. it's been yrs since i went. maybe 3 or 4 yrs le... -_-"
anyway, i didnt go pray my maternal grandpa too..coz it was rainin.
in the evenin, we celebrated dear's maternal granny's birthday.
when i saw the pics taken, i started to feel abit emo. or shd i say, i envy dear.
suddenly, i miss all my cousins. both paternal n maternal ones.
both sides r big...coz my grandparents has alot kids.
my paternal side includin me n my bros...17 of us.
my maternal side includin me n my bros...12 of us.
my paternal side is closer ba...coz our age not very far apart...
there's 3 of us 84 yr...after tt 87, 88, 89, 90, 92, 93, etc..
so we were very close. almost every sunday we will b over at our granny's place.
it's until the war begins...b/w my grandma n my biggest aunt.
after tt my grandma got stroke n hospitalised. in n out of hospital till i oso cant remember how many times.
i only remember once, where i brough dear to visit her during CNY (tt time i haven got married) n after tt, she was gone.
n durin my grandma's funeral, i got into a 'quarrel' wif my biggest aunt. tis knot will neva be untied coz since we were young, she always picked on me. among the 3 84yr, i was the 'brainest' one n her daughter is always last. maybe tt's y she likes to pick on me.
anyway, i dun really care bout her.
i sweared tt if she ever pass away, i will not attend her funeral.
i didnt even wan to invite her to my wedding. it was all becoz of my grandpa tt my parents actually sent her a weddin invitation. my grandpa passed me an angbao sayin it's from my aunt, which i dun believe n dun wanna accept coz i'm fully aware tt my aunt wouldnt b so nice.
ever since then, more probs arised b/w my aunts n uncles till my grandpa oso give up. n my dad was really pissed.
he actually told me n my uncles n my other aunts tt if ever my grandpa kicked the bucket, no one is to informed my biggest aunt till the funeral is OVER.
(my dad's the eldest son)
anyway, i really missed my cousins...i missed such big gatherings.
*haiz*
maybe tt's y i dun really like festive seasons....
i miss my grandma
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