maybe i'm over sensitive to tings. i'm tryin to close n open 1 eye. i hope i can still continue doin so. *yawnz*
Verryn is learnin very fast which i hope is gd. alot pplz tell me tt baby learn too fast not gd. er...i myself s a baby learn tings very fst too....maybe tt's y my life is kinda hard now?! =X wadever. these 2 days, darling has been liftin her head up when she's lyin on her belly. *hehe* which is gd. but she still dunno how to flip over. *haha* n she loves standin. i tink maybe she'll walk when she's like 8mths?! *haha* (i went to post office to mail some items out n tis auntie was tellin me tt her nephew is walkin when he's 8mhts. brillant~!) i guess i'll juz let Ver take her time to learn. i tink i shd let her look @ the flash cards i bought when she was 2mths old. *haha* muz teach her the alphabets already~! *haha*
n lately, i dun hear my darling wail for milk. i didnt even hear her makin noise. *bahz* dear was tellin me tt maybe i'm tired after workin. yeah~ i am. even though my applied position was "admin assistant", i've to get/move stocks. stocks like wad?! jackets, shoes, t-shirts, rims for bikes, the rear box, brackets etc. *bahz* n after workin for nearly 2 mths, i haven slim down. not the slighest bit. damn it. *arghz* i'm still @ 61kg. (>_<) i feel like dyin. *haiz* but poor dear, he has to wake up n feed out little darling. =X
oh~ today i got my alt weekday off. *phew* i'm gonna break down soon. been havin runny nose the whole day~ *bahz* the weather is oso crazy. well, cant expect much since it's already end of the yr. rainy season~
oh in case u r wonderin y i get alt weekdays off?! *haha* i wanted to change my job. another co offer me the same pay but workin hrs r shorter. 8.30 to 5.30 on weekdays n 8.30 to 12.30 on sats. guess wad my lady boss did? she changed my workin hrs 9-6pm n instead of havin sat half day or alt workin sats, she let me have alt weekdays off. BUT i regret not tellin my lady boss tt the other co will send me back to sch. *hmm* i wonder if my lady boss will send me back to sch anot. *haha*
the idea of goin back to sch is comin back. Ling oso goin back to sch. i wanna go back to sch too. but....not when dear is *ahem* n i have my little darlin to feed. *hmm* =/ guess i've to work hard n spend less. but c how la. haven really decide wad to study even if really have the ability to go back to sch.
been watchin the show on channel U. the one bout propsin to ur love ones. *haha* last night, was watchin it wif dear.
me: 你记得你怎么想我求婚?
him: er. no.
me: gd. u realised u neva even proposed to me?
him: really dun have meh?
me: ya. 你只给了我一支破戒指， 告诉我'你的心要定下来'。
him: -grinnin away-
so my darling husband forgot. gd. *haiz* the ting is, he dun remember tings well, juz like me. but of coz i wun forget the important tings like tis. *bahz* feels abit upset but after awhile, i happy tt tings have come tis far for us n goin on well. *hehe* so...guess no complaints bout not being 'proposed' *haha*
suddenly, i miss the days of me being pregnant. *haha* i wanna have another kid. be it boy or girl (but dear obviously wans a boy). anyway, not so soon la. i wanna b 50+ again b4 i'm preg. arbo if i gain another 15kg b4 i slim down, i'm gonna become a fatso. *boohoo*
so many random thots...but when i wanna blog, i forgot all bout them. *bahz*
i'm still slpy. tis mornin after breakfast wif dear n our 'lightbulb', slpt wif her till bout 11am n then 1pm to bout 2pm. *geez* i tink slpin like tt makes me more tired. *haha*
i'm so tired now. but i'm goin to play maple~ haven been playin for ages...weeks~!
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