i've breakdown twice tis week.
goin back to work seems tedious to me. coz i haven been workin for a long time. n goin back to workforce aint a prob. the main prob is the long workin hrs.
i dun tink i get enough slp everyday. i dun tink i'm spendin enough time wif girl girl.
maybe i'm tryin too hard to b a gd daugther-in-law, a gd mother. after all, i'm someone else's daugther. it's hard to understand wad others r tinkin.
there's alot of miscommunication goin on. explainin is tedious. explain to dear leads to him feelin pek chek. but tellin him beats tellin someone else right?! he wans me to tell him tings i'm not happy wif. but then he will get annoyed/upset/angry after tt. so wad's the whole pt of tellin him?! i guess in future, i wun say anytin. =X yeah~ n best if i really suffer from depression or nervous breakdown. =/
today, dear have to go supervise the ah-nehs who r workin. yeah~ so here i am, @ my mum's place. girl girl is slpin. so i'm havin some time for myself.
feelin slpy now. wonder if i shd go n slp wif girl. *yawnz*
oh~ n my ex-colleague's baby was out ytd. baby boy. name...i dunno. *haha* but sure a fair n big baby. *haha* 3.4kg n suppose to b in mid oct. well....the mother is small size...smaller than me. *haha* tt's all i can say~ XD
n till now, tis yr, i've received 5 red bombs already~ (-_-") let me recall.
1st was Steven's. dear & alex's fren.
2nd was my ex-colleague Eugene's (yeah~ tt's his son who juz came out).
3rd was Richard's. the pet shop person.
4th was oso my ex-colleague Ann's.
n ytd i juz attend the 5th wedding. *bahz* dear's fren Alvin's weddin.
*hurhur* held @ Yio Chu Kang Community Centre. yeah~ a totally diff kinda weddin. everyone was very 'amused'. the cc was air-conditioned. tt's not a prob. the food isnt tt fantasic. tt's not a prob too. the place was not small n cramp. so tt's not a prob either.
THE PROBLEM IS THERE'S PPLZ GOIN UP THE STAGE & SINGING HOKKIEN SONGS~! (-_-")
oh yeah~ the 'best' weddin i've attended.
*yawnz* my eyes r tired. i feel like slpin. but i haven been gamin. guess dear wun b comin back tt early. tink i go gamin for awhile n then nap. *yawnz*
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