Thursday, September 22, 2005

i guess i cant really handle tings. i'm gettin weaker i tink. growin more n more dependent on him is makin me unable to handle stress? i tink my reactions these days r really slow. or shd i say i dun really react to tings?

menses late for 3 weeks n only a small patch only. (-_-") i noe u guys will say wait for another few days. but i tink there's seriously sometin wrong wif me.

resignation letter dated '9th Sep 2005' returned to me on 12th n i still haven 'return' it to my manager again. today is the 22nd liao. (-_-")

i feel like cryin.

i'm feelin abit depressed.

i dun feel like tokin.

i wish i can go home now.

prolly the baby tingy is makin me stress up.

i need to look for a new job.

i need money.

watchin Indecent Proposal ytd made me tink. if a guy really willing to gimme 1 million for only a night, will i really fall for it?! somewad the situation i'm in is similar to wad the lead female is in. *haiz*

Aiying's chalet....guess i cant make in tml. can only b there sat afternoon, after my work, or evenin after dear knock off. =/ i wan to suntan abit. *haiz* c how lah.

ytd sms Yanling coz today is her bd. she replied to me but i wasnt really happy wif her reply. Junwei gave her a bouquet of flowers (she didn mention wad flowers). =? maybe she happy can le. X(

now XiaoXiong's name has been changed to Baby. (-_-") dear lor. now everyone is callin him Baby. n the worse ting is when we tok to him, i'll b like: "Baby~ daddy today not home. only u n me" etc. n dear will b like: "Baby~ mummy say today u got walk walk ard liao so cannot put u out again" etc. (@_@) jialat sia~!


stupid rabbit~

saw the Andy Lau movie on 8days. stupid. y de title diff? (>_<) maybe i'm the one who made a mistake?! *shrugz* dunno lah~ all Andy's shows i'll watch kz~!

i'm tired. today i'm gonna go home n slp. (>_<) or i might juz cry my eyes out IF i'm doin nothin ALONE~! nahz~ guess i'll b hoggin on the PS again. =X




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