Thursday, August 04, 2005

SELF-CONTROL: DO NOT READ THIS PIECE OF BLOG IF U R NOT WELL. SOME PARTS WILL CAUSE U TO FEEL NAUSEA AND EVEN WORSE, FEEL LIKE KILLING PEOPLE OR SUICIDE





WHAT COMES AROUND, GOES AROUND.

come to tink of it, i learn tis sentence from a poly fren. i didnt realise the meanin of tis n tot it was juz ur KOU TOU CHAN. after leavin sch, her words kept ringin inside me. (i dun mean only her la~ others' words oso do ring in me but now we're tokin bout tis phrase 1st) anyway her name's Jing Jing. she's cheery n bubbly. she loves doin voluntary work, especially wif kids. maybe she went thru alot. i didnt bother to noe more bout her in sch. she's like a loner but not exactly one. well, i dunno how to describe her. she believes in herself; straight-forward & really in-depth. noes nearly everythin under the sun. wow~ n she really is a nice person. help everyone in need. she broke up wif her bf after i left sch but got to noe another after tt. well, no one noes how nice tt guy is treatin her but i hope tt she'll b treated nicely. y? karma. she believes.

i tried being nice to some pplz but i guess they dun appreciate. well, like one of my frens. last yr he told me sometin which i tink i cant reveal here. it's regardin his health. i cried n shouted @ him when he told me bout his condion n refused to tell his parents. though i noe him thru a poly mate, we clicked n there's nothin under the sun we cant tok about. it's his NS tt took us apart. he said tt he did too much bad stuffs when he was younger n now, retributions. (-_-") n i felt really bad when i told him not to call me unless he tells his parents. it's more than half a yr n goin to a yr. still, nothin from him. i've changed my number n i dun tink he noes. lookin @ his frenster everyday juz to make sure he's okie. take every small notice of his bulletins; wished him happy birthday. i really wanne tell him to carry on wif wad he's happy. told him tt if he really b nice, y wun he get well? karma? he believes. but i wish i can tell him how much i miss him... (he's juz a fren)

someone. we still contact @ times. i miss him. i dun deny tt. we're very close. practically becomin soulmates. well, i left his world but i do not know if i've left any traces. he sort of told me b4, tt he used to dump gurls though he was serious in some of them (erm those he was serious wif dumped him). when i left his world, he told me tt he didnt expect but he'll accept. karma? he believes.

my god-bro. he's in army now. when we noe each other 4 yrs ago, he was a playboy wif 4-5 gfs @ a time. advised him tt he shdnt do it but he cant help likin others. slowly he grew weary of it. he left them 1 by 1, except for 3. 1 is his gf for nearly 4 yrs (tt time) n another bout 2yrs n the other i tink juz noe tt time. anyway when he wanted to settle wif juz one of them, his 1st gf found out bout his relationships wif other gurls. i dunno wad happened to the rest but one silly gurl stood by his side. tt gurl didnt noe i guess. n after he was enlisted into NS, tt gurl left him. he broke down. he wasnt eatin, drinkin nor slpin. he keep tryin to b like a fren to her but she only look for him when she's in need of some material stuffs. he bought her a new hp. some branded wallet & bags. he's pay tt time was nearly $3000 n imagine buyin her tings in a day n he left only wif $500? haven contacted him for a long time. n coincidentally saw him @ the bus stop a few mths ago. he looks better n i tink he's gotten over her too. he believes it's becoz he toyed wif too many gurls n now he's being punished. karma? he believes.

so?

u snatch someone's bf, ur bf will b snatched by someone.

u become a third-party knowin tt he has a gf, ur bf will follow the third-party.

u r nasty to someone, someone else will b nasty to u.

u lied to someone, someone else will lie to u.

but,
BU ZHI ZHE WU ZHUI (the one who do not know will b forgiven). i believe tt. go n tink about it.


rainin these days. *hmm* when it doesnt rain, it's super hot. but when it rains, it's very cold. *sniffin* yeah~ tt's y alot pplz kanna flu & cold virus. *hmm* =/ other countries have floods n droughts. well, we sure r comfortable. but soon to come, S'pore will b buried under the waters. we r juz so tiny bit above the sea level. somemore complains n i tink S'pore will sink. *haha* XD

THIS IS THE 2ND PART OF 'KRISTY'S THEORETICAL STORY'. FURTHER DISCUSSIONS WILL BE MADE ON OTHER DAYS.




i'm feelin great today, though mornin was abit buay song bout some work stuffs. anyway it was rainin since early mornin. *bah* i love rainy days but the most suitable ting to do on such a weather is slp. *grinz* n best to cuddle in bed wif someone =P

wore my "i love to make boys cry" top. went to SSDC n realised so many guys was starin @ me. (-_-") well, haven they seen such tops b4? *arghz* but anyway was showin them the-attitude face too~ *haha* =) n the queue was so dDdAaaaARrRRrRNnNnZZzz long tt i nearly fell aslp. i was 620 while the counters were still servin 601. wad da hell?! was abit late for work. *bah* but i managed to book the FTT on 11th~! yeah~ muz study hard liao~ coz i dun wanna b nagged by dear~! almost everyday my eyes will b buzz wif "get ur license, get ur license." (-_-") hope will pass~ *haha* 1 week to study~

Ms Tan went back after lunch. her son's asthma is comin again. she juz sms Huisian tt he has to b hospitalised. (>_<) wish he'll b fine.

okie. havin a headache now. the weather is too cold. already off one aircon (there's 2 in my office) n yet i'm freezin. the rest of the pplz seems fine~ (>_<) i'm weak. *bah*

go do some other stuffs liao~ *yawnz* borin day~




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