Monday, January 31, 2005

so sianz~

went for my chk up today @ da hos~ took another blood test...dunno y am i so engross bout wad the doc say~ *haha* maybe he's juz too handsome~ *haha* though abit sissy~ *haha* anyway i love the ring he had~ it's similar to a bracelet i bought for a fren on his last bd~ n it has a little gem on it~ soOooOOoo nice~! *droolz* but the ring dun look local~ *hmm* anyway told dear bout it~ he agree too, tt he doc is quite a handsome guy~ *smitten* gave me a mc n asked me to visit him @ end of april~ lucky it didnt fall on my bd~! *phew* but get to c him again~ *faintin* arh~ *grinz*

tokin bout present, reminded me tt i gave bought tt bracelet last feb~ my fren's bd is comin again~! (-_-") n tis time one of my sistas' bd too~ (~_~) where am i gonna find $$$ after a week of mc? (>.<) sux mann~ CNY is comin too n i haven got myself anythin~ (-_-") though i not celebratin tis yr (due to the death of my granny in NOV) i need a new skirt or even undergarments mah~ *pout her lips* forget it~ juz take it s a break for tis yr too ba~ *hurhurhur*

now i only wanna look forward to the photo-shoot tis wed~ *hmm* i'm gonna look my best~! so water is allowed till then~ (i've been drinkin solely plain water since 2 weeks ago *hurhurhur*) n then need more slp~ *haha* n pray tt my pimples dun pop out fr these days~! *haha* n for my lip~ dunno has it gotten worse or better~ *haiz* still hurts alittle but bearable~ *hmm*

dear took off today to accompany me to doc...oso wed coz of the photo-shoot~ *hmm* so nice of him~ *haiz* compared to the mild arguement we had ytd, *hmm* already very nice of him *shrugz* i tink is my attitude~ (o.0") got alittle prob wif myself...still cant really believe tt he's gonna marry me WILLINGLY~! *touched* hopefully tings will juz go smoothly n pray tt nothin bad will happen....really afraid tt i'll chicken out last min~ (~.~) relax~ relax~! *hmm* muz calm myself~ *haha*

n i'm gonna look for a new & confirm-is-perm job. my contract ends end of feb n still no perm...forget it~ gotta buy tonnes of newspaper, straits times n oso look @ jobsdb n jobstreet~! *wee* dear asked me not to work~ *hmm* can really become a tai-tai? *dreamin* (^_^)




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